Wednesday, October 28, 2009

0ct 28 2009 结婚后的第一篇blog

今天,原本是要在家里工作的

结果从睡到11点开始,今天注定变成一个假日

中午,小学同学晓莹来到我家楼下找我吃饭,当然吃饭的时候
catch up 我们n年没见中发生的任何事
-- 一个意外又美好的午餐

回来以后,想是要认真工作的,结果facebook用了很久
我是大概几个星期facebook一次的那种
呵呵……

那我刚刚是到楼下去煮汤
我超久没有煮汤了
而且今天是用鸡骨头煮汤哦,加黄瓜和包菜
想象它是清淡的,可能是一开始谁就放太多,真的很淡

好了,马上下楼去炒一个鸡肉!!哗,这样讲就觉得自己很厉害似的

祝老公待会儿可以饱餐一顿

Saturday, September 26, 2009

这一趟刁曼之旅

就以我记得的来写吧

我记得早上,一个人坐在大石头上,面对着海,安静了很久
很舒服

我当然记得这一次旅行,了解了我的导演很多
他是个很有趣的人,对战争历史的热爱,和随性的个性
说实话,是一个挺迷人的男生,他独立的个性,他的ambitious都让我想了很多

我也记得和yen聊了关于一些当妈妈的很奇特的问题,关于牺牲,关于职业女性

我记得shisi睡觉的时候,一直把被往她那里拉…呵,我算是遇到了对手

Dennis则是一个很大男孩的爸爸,回答得简单,爱玩游戏

jason tai & stanley 他们喜欢用想象力讲话,然后两个人总是哈啦得很开心

jason真的是一个很有content脑袋的老板,他在海边问了大家一个很棒的问题
what is your ultimate vacation
我也看得出他有一些急躁,也一直在观察,为未来的拍摄做准备
哈,还有,他怕老

ivy,出奇地,安静,低调。她非常规律的生活作息,为了孩子而锻炼出来的作息,真是一个pleasat surprise

naz? 每个人都有过去,我觉得他过去疯狂的自己,是现在的稳重的必要条件

当然,jason tarrayo is a nut。呵…非常爱开玩笑,我想他相当地有才,经历也非常地丰富

但是,跟大家比,我知道我看过的人真的太少,遇到的事真的太少……还有很长的路可以走
以后,会有很多的故事可以讲

enjoy kayaking very much this time, not so much on snorkelling thought i was really excited doing it...but the coral in tioman seems not as nice as those in redang, i think. anyway, i want to learn diving... swim the big fish... swim like a fish... i'd love to do that...

thanks everyone for this trip with oak3

Thursday, September 17, 2009

let me talk to myself

How r u?

Actually pretty tired now. But let's finish what I'd like us to finish asap?

: ) Sure.
How do we start then?

Oh. It's easy. Start from today, now, present is always the easiest way to start a conversation,dude.

Right, so, how do you feel now? Happy? Satisfied with your life?

Wooh. Big question dear. I feel I need a change. A change of job to be specific. It's not that the job is inherently bad, it's just that it doesnt gratify my needs, my desires, my thirst or my dreams... So, on one hand, pretty grateful that the little amount I'm earning enables me to pay off my debt bit by bit. Also, it's my say on how much I should 'save' & give back to family. That's the major good part though.
Btw, looking at my bosses, even they own the business, doing something they supposedly enjoy the most. Yet, I'm not sure how happy they are with themselves on a scale from 1 to 10. Anyway, to me, I simply thinks that there must be another job that suits me better. Well, you think so?

I do agree. So, dont be lazy. Go actively find out the one, okay?

Cool. I just need to be more self-disciplined to always absorb a little bit more to become better, & to do fulfill the tasks I set for myself.

girl, you sound so strict to yourself. that's a bit scary. hehe

haha. I 'sound' so, that's it.

well, btw, I know that your mind is still boggling with the question your colleague post to you yest?

haha. you know me. He simply asked, what's your interest, Vinn? Well, ppl in the office call me Vinn if you wonder who is that, haha. And ya, I was pretty dumbfounded at the moment. Firstly, I dont know what to answer for the present self. Secondly, I'm so shocked that I couldn't answer such a question about myself. If I was in school, I could have easily given a list of things, isnt it? I asked myself another question instantly.
I think I answered him, Reading. That's pretty much the only thing I do only for myself, I guess. I watch movies, but not frequent. I listen to music, but pretty selective. I swim a bit. I rarely jog anymore. I hardly play piano anymore. I go for concerts on and off. Of course, I listen to radio, but is that my interest? Maybe it's beyond 'interest'.
anyway, I then mentioned this question & answer to my darling later the evening.I shared the 3 stuffs I do most after works are doing housechores, reading & lastly watching SCV. WTH~~~ I changed, unknowingly.
Dear, I'm a bit scared, a bit worried, a bit unwilling to continue changing this way. You understand me?

dear, you will be fine. I know you. You will get back on track pretty soon. I do know it : ) you're kaixuan.

thanks. i guess i will. loon will help also. he's definitely better & stronger than the yesterday him. and I'd not be too much lousier than him. this scare & worrythat I'm feeling is simply a safety net that exists to protect myself.
and finally, after such lengthy rambling from me. How are you, friend?

i'm good. i guess i have inevitably become prettier again, and more cheerful & stress-free. thanks to everything that happened around me. and I still enjoy observing kids. and i still love music. and i ... am still myself. and i've you to talk to. n my friends whom i know they care about me. btw, a good friend of mine is leaving for somewhere to pursue something. i'm pretty glad to know that she's actually quite following what she wants. n i wish to congrate her in person when the day comes. and you know what, it's 12.42. i'm losing my brain power... haha. let's say good night this time. nice chat, dear. i'll see you soon?

soon? nope. i'm not sure about that. we will meet again when time is ripe. i love u

i love u too. definitely.

: )

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night

selamat malam~