我累到坏了

没有想到你们在一起这么多年还是结束了
真的不可思议

对不起，知道不该写的

我真的很累 3点了
我真的有点伤心 无法像你那么理性的说 摆正态度

我认真的跟我自己说，这次要坚持倒数

之前，尝试过倒数
后来天真以为雨过天晴不用倒数了
每一次的雨过天晴其实都是自己虚构出来的情节
想象力原来还不是到谷底的

每倒数一个数字
都要提醒自己坚强

sepuluh

考试前夕

en. just to sum up something for myself, before i get into my exam preparation again (again? haha... when did i stop? quite long ago?)

i watched WH's show last night, and then i finally got into deardear's car, sit by his side, at ard 1am. we had pratas as supper and shared a hot milo kosong (oohh, he emphasizes on healthy diet, so kosong is for him).

then i stayed overnight at his home, it's really his home yo. not his room rent in singapore, but his home where he grew up, with his dear parents, and bros.

i woke up voluntarily this morning, without alarm, but with the hotness of the sun beam. : ) that's delightful. and i, deardear, deardear's mum, and her friend went out for breakfast. it was a bit expensive and not worth the money. but, we had it anyway.

then it was about 12noon, i guess. we then studied tgt, not much. but i schemed thru all my readings, which I dont really find them very interesting and helpful, though i love the subject i was going to have an exam on.

well, then deardear sent me back to my house, and we had lunch - mum's cookings - tgt. then i bathed, i slept for 2 hrs. and it was about 7pm. then, i woke up, had a pear, had dinner (withou rice, as i m not really hungry), and watched a movie with papa & brother at Channel 5. deardear called at a right time, the movie was going to end. we talked sweetly over the phone while tv was showing the very end of that movie. okie, cool. 9.40pm now.

heah heah~

well, that's always the way to live my time when i m back to home... no matter i slog hard in singapore, or i slack hard in singapore. the way to spend my time back home (include deardear's home) is the way i have just recorded it down.

unproductive ~ woohooo ~ so if you dont get to contact me when i am at home, sorry for you are not lucky enough... I am having my days off ~ ha~ha~ yup

and my dear friend, wj, i suppose she is enjoying the music of her favorite idol - Energy's music - at the moment. I believe she will~

and so my dear friend, what a freaking boring entry! haha... but i typed it because i dont have my diary with me now.

I wish u good eyes and soft heart to discover the beauty in your life.

i love you : ) be happy be healthy and be urself ya?

rain

今天 我给自己写了一封信 对自己说了一堆从没有对自己说过的话
今晚 有一点点孤单 有一点空的感觉 这种感觉陌生了 可是 毕竟是要习惯的

音乐开得大大声

晚餐以后 就晃荡着了
怎么开始的呢？ 忘了
看到了朋友的好文章 再点到另一篇好文章 呵呵 想想
就像一趟没有行程表的旅行

有些人活得很美丽 看他的文字也会不自觉微笑

「 據說春天的日本一路櫻花，冬天是白色的。神社裡都種楓樹，看過照片，秋天會一片紅色。夏天嘛，就把我曬黑了。 」

有人活得很幽默、很顽皮，看了他的文字会觉得好好玩

「 即使世界末日一切都倾斜我会在斜坡上以不完整的速度奔跑，让离心力一瞬间消失。就算那以后一切正常回来，我也早已飞离所有。

就算那以后一切正常回来，我也已经身在异乡了。 」

大家涂涂写写的有何不可？

有一个朋友悄然从上海来到了这个小岛上短暂逗留
有机会，就见面，就聊天，就哭，就笑吧
祝你在这个小岛上的日子，有所收获

friendly links:
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/tatdayshine1/12565901
http://bannn.pixnet.net/blog/post/22353785

最后第二次考试的岁月

你有私密的电子邮件吗？

早安，大家

昨夜，我睡了将近十个小时
很奢侈吧？

我，刚刚点击了电邮里面的一些私密的通信
虽然是短短几行文字，感觉却像在风中飞扬的风筝

一开始用电子邮件的时候，都是在收发转寄的电邮
上了大学以后，人人电脑，人人电邮，电邮竟然可以变成完成任务的工具之一
真神奇
慢慢地，我极少发转寄的电邮了，电邮成为工具的身份慢慢增加慢慢增加

不知道什么时候，发现自己极少收发实体的贺卡了，还有实体的信件
都很少了
就期待电子邮箱里会有“重要的事”以外的邮件，像我们以前写信一样
因为想念所以写，因为想起所以写，因为想分享所以写
难道是因为有了博客，所以我们写的私人的信件、卡片也少了？

噢 网络就这样悄悄地无声无息地杀人不见血地 改变了很多事情


谢谢你通过电邮捎来的消息传来的关怀分享的快乐 我们要继续秘密的保持联系呐
长长久久地做朋友

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