March 31, 2009.

Dear all,

How are you, my friends? Have you not seen me for a very very long while? For years? : ) I'm good, perfectly good. My little sis said I have became prettier recently. it might be a white lie, but i choose to believe in her. ha...

You know what? in many ways, i find today, March 31, 2009, a very special day. in many many ways, and i really feel like typing it out to record it down and to share with you.

my eyes went wet for three times today. the first time was when I was cleaning my room and clearing my stuffs from drawers and cupboards into boxes. (yes, i will be moving out from ntu pretty soon) yup, i saw a brown long envelope. and i knew it's a letter from dear dear. at the end of the letter, he wrote, with his beautiful handwriting, "我想和你一起去旅行，我想和你一起……". this is one of the moments, when tears would just unknowingly come to your eyes, and you feel...鼻酸. : )

and just now, when i was having my lunch at 4 something (i mean after 4pm). I couldnt explain why, while i was eating my grilled fish, i thought of my father. i told myself, call back home tonight, talk to baba, and tell him "i love you, baba, pls take extra care of yourself" and maybe i will keep this last line - baba, i dont want you to get hurt anymore - to myself. i know it's not something he wants too, but he has becoming older... and it's easier to get hurt when you can no longer react as promptly as you could. so ya. i shall call him tonight, hopefully, i can use all my courage to tell him i love him, and please take care, extra care, baba.

then, after my lunch, i stayed on my seat, reading today's ST. probably, it's e tears in my eyes didnt dry away, while reading news on a cruel man from cambodia whom were allegedly charged for being responsible for tens of thousands of prisoners died during detention; while reading the news that the highest rate of injuries happened in construction sites last year; aih. my eyes are still wet.

well... then i came back to my room. my room is now in its cleanest state since i moved in. apparently, a cat stayed in my room for the past three days when i wasnt around. it (the cat) might be very shocked by the time it got rescued out by another kind-hearted girl from my block. anyway, the story i logically came out by myself is that e little cat sneaked into my room before i left on last Sat. unaware of its presence, i locked it inside. so... e kind girl who rescued it also left notes at my door, telling me that it shit n pee on my bed, and she had helped me wash my bedsheets. So, at the moment i stepped into my room, i was standing at the doorstep for a few minutes, worrying if the cat is really out now? and looking at my messy room. em... all my underwears were on the floor, dug out by the clever cat. frankly, I am not angry at all. Just very amazed by what had happened. it's obvious that i had to clean my room, wash all the pillow covers, blanket, my clothes, so on and so forth. so i decided that i would just pack those not-so-frequently-used stuffs into boxes as well. i spent hours doing the cleaning and clearing while i was listening to Anna & Kemin at radio.

yup.. so isnt it a very, very special day...?

last point to add. i submitted my last assignment as part of my curriculum structure for my degree yest. just two more exams to sit for. and, that will be it. to say bye to this campus. and... to start living to a quite different life, i guess. so, in a way, the end of this month, is the end of many things else: life as a undergraduate in Communication Studies, days I live by money loaned, life without 9 to 5 working hours, and many many more. i will soon lose the distance i have now with my best friends (staying in the same campus). we may see each other once a year in the future? or even less.

yaya... so... this entry is long... and not focused. however... it's a very true reflection of how i feel, what's in my mind now.

darling. thanks for inviting me to stay with you. i know this's ur way to lessen my burden at this ... em... turbulent.. period.

and whoever is capable to read all i typed from the start to this point, I Salute You!

thanks, dear friend. for a lots of thing. for many things.

haha... the line "for a lots of thing, for many things" reminds me my FYP. a 20 min documentary called "the same ties that bind" (if i spell it right,haha). welcome ur attendance to the screening of it in May. I will announce the details of it as soon as i know when it is.

yahoo.... take care, dear friend. facebook me by searching "Vinn Wong" if you want to. mail me to share ur life with me, if you miss me. MSN me... when i am always appeared offline. call me if you are quite wealthy. and date me out for meals if seeing me will bring you better appetite

i m good. i hope u do well too.

kaixuan

今晚

今晚我趴在家里的暗红色的沙发上.上网
我和zy学长聊天.和王子互诉思念
我也在看吴韦才的博客

认识他，从安娜姐的节目开始
在文史达人的部落格又看他的名字，说他办了一个‘往事一起回味’讲座
还看过他在早报写的游记
虽然觉得他的文字很难消化，但是对于这个人如何生活，如何消化出这么多体悟
我还是好奇

今晚逛了他的新浪博客
也看到了另一个人放上了他的诗作
在我还未真正认识他之前
只想记录下我对他的惊讶

我还没有知道过有这样一个新加坡人
他的年纪，在那样的政治环境长大
如此漂浮轻盈，仿佛无牵无挂，只做自己在乎想做的事
而且似乎做的也不是什么了不起的事
像是了了自己的小小心愿
可却又同时引起了一代人的共鸣

晚安

春天演唱会

那是迎春的时节
我们家人(除了人在日本留学的弟弟)在一辆12人的休旅车上
轻松愉悦地在泰南兜兜转转

在车上,爸爸唱歌哦
我们都很兴奋,也跟着唱了

按时间顺序,放上来炫耀

re hong hong de tai yang_ba&yun&hui.mp3 - Artist

zi ji die dao zi ji pa_ba&xuan&yun&hui.mp3 - Artist

first of may_let it be_time forest_knock three times_cant take my eyes off you.mp3 - Artist

yi shui ge tian ya.mp3 - Artist

cant take_yue guang guang.mp3 - Artist

钰咏结婚了

: ) 3月8号 妇女节 妇女节快乐，女人们

呵呵 写上一句的时候 突然发现钰咏的诡计
在这样特别的日子摆酒 那我以后年年3月8号不是都会想起他和佩诗吗？

钰咏？哪一个？姓林的。爸爸名叫林惠哲，妈妈名叫郑嘉玲
佩诗？姓阮的。爸爸大名是阮纯德。妈妈大名是洪春梅

我咋记得?因为我背了一段时间了。呵呵。每个名字至少讲超过30次。还好最后在台上我没有讲错呀！

婚宴上，钰咏准备了3张CD，分别是CD1,CD2,和CD3,都是不同阶段播的音乐。
好多情歌，中文的，英文的。我想有好些是他们两个人的爱情之歌吧

婚宴也有三张DVD在播。有他们俩平日的生活照（钰咏自己做的）。有结婚专辑照片。有早上接新娘的够力短片。还有最后钰咏挥手，向来宾致谢的小小短片。

哗 因为不只是去吃而已 参与到了一点点的婚宴筹备
我感觉到了钰咏的用心 感觉就像一心想要佩诗安安心心地、幸福地结婚

佩诗今天真的特别漂亮，一直笑得很甜很甜。这是我第二次看到她。
她的甜蜜笑容，我想会在我的脑海里面一段时间。
在台上，也近距离看到钰咏对她讲话都轻声细语的。真甜

今天，也遇到了，我想和钰咏感情像姐弟的怡莹老师
老师当妈妈了。虽然比以前胖了一点点，不过，还是好有气质哟
最后有机会跟老师聊几句。真的很爽呀

我有点惊讶的是。我一直觉得我，卓真，思敏和钰咏的关系
应该就是他在辩论队里头认识的最小一批学弟学妹
可是，今天，我感觉也许我们小姑娘对她来讲也不只是这样吧

: ) 这，让我感觉很荣幸呀。我想他们俩也是

感谢钰咏哥哥和佩诗姐姐让我主持他们的婚宴
因为这是我的第一次呀。把自己人生的唯一一次让人家当第一次来试验、学习……
谢谢你们啊
也谢谢叫我辩论的师傅之一维新学长和我搭档啰！
好多点子都是他那里蹦出来的！

大家聚在一起，做一件事，不管是什么事，感觉都好快乐

祝他们天长地久。钰咏身体健康