就以我记得的来写吧
我记得早上，一个人坐在大石头上，面对着海，安静了很久
很舒服
我当然记得这一次旅行，了解了我的导演很多
他是个很有趣的人，对战争历史的热爱，和随性的个性
说实话，是一个挺迷人的男生，他独立的个性，他的ambitious都让我想了很多
我也记得和yen聊了关于一些当妈妈的很奇特的问题，关于牺牲，关于职业女性
我记得shisi睡觉的时候，一直把被往她那里拉…呵，我算是遇到了对手
Dennis则是一个很大男孩的爸爸，回答得简单，爱玩游戏
jason tai & stanley 他们喜欢用想象力讲话，然后两个人总是哈啦得很开心
jason真的是一个很有content脑袋的老板，他在海边问了大家一个很棒的问题
what is your ultimate vacation
我也看得出他有一些急躁，也一直在观察，为未来的拍摄做准备
哈，还有，他怕老
ivy，出奇地，安静，低调。她非常规律的生活作息，为了孩子而锻炼出来的作息，真是一个pleasat surprise
naz? 每个人都有过去，我觉得他过去疯狂的自己，是现在的稳重的必要条件
当然，jason tarrayo is a nut。呵…非常爱开玩笑，我想他相当地有才，经历也非常地丰富
但是，跟大家比，我知道我看过的人真的太少，遇到的事真的太少……还有很长的路可以走
以后，会有很多的故事可以讲
enjoy kayaking very much this time, not so much on snorkelling thought i was really excited doing it...but the coral in tioman seems not as nice as those in redang, i think. anyway, i want to learn diving... swim the big fish... swim like a fish... i'd love to do that...
thanks everyone for this trip with oak3
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
let me talk to myself
How r u?
Actually pretty tired now. But let's finish what I'd like us to finish asap?
: ) Sure.
How do we start then?
Oh. It's easy. Start from today, now, present is always the easiest way to start a conversation,dude.
Right, so, how do you feel now? Happy? Satisfied with your life?
Wooh. Big question dear. I feel I need a change. A change of job to be specific. It's not that the job is inherently bad, it's just that it doesnt gratify my needs, my desires, my thirst or my dreams... So, on one hand, pretty grateful that the little amount I'm earning enables me to pay off my debt bit by bit. Also, it's my say on how much I should 'save' & give back to family. That's the major good part though.
Btw, looking at my bosses, even they own the business, doing something they supposedly enjoy the most. Yet, I'm not sure how happy they are with themselves on a scale from 1 to 10. Anyway, to me, I simply thinks that there must be another job that suits me better. Well, you think so?
I do agree. So, dont be lazy. Go actively find out the one, okay?
Cool. I just need to be more self-disciplined to always absorb a little bit more to become better, & to do fulfill the tasks I set for myself.
girl, you sound so strict to yourself. that's a bit scary. hehe
haha. I 'sound' so, that's it.
well, btw, I know that your mind is still boggling with the question your colleague post to you yest?
haha. you know me. He simply asked, what's your interest, Vinn? Well, ppl in the office call me Vinn if you wonder who is that, haha. And ya, I was pretty dumbfounded at the moment. Firstly, I dont know what to answer for the present self. Secondly, I'm so shocked that I couldn't answer such a question about myself. If I was in school, I could have easily given a list of things, isnt it? I asked myself another question instantly.
I think I answered him, Reading. That's pretty much the only thing I do only for myself, I guess. I watch movies, but not frequent. I listen to music, but pretty selective. I swim a bit. I rarely jog anymore. I hardly play piano anymore. I go for concerts on and off. Of course, I listen to radio, but is that my interest? Maybe it's beyond 'interest'.
anyway, I then mentioned this question & answer to my darling later the evening.I shared the 3 stuffs I do most after works are doing housechores, reading & lastly watching SCV. WTH~~~ I changed, unknowingly.
Dear, I'm a bit scared, a bit worried, a bit unwilling to continue changing this way. You understand me?
dear, you will be fine. I know you. You will get back on track pretty soon. I do know it : ) you're kaixuan.
thanks. i guess i will. loon will help also. he's definitely better & stronger than the yesterday him. and I'd not be too much lousier than him. this scare & worrythat I'm feeling is simply a safety net that exists to protect myself.
and finally, after such lengthy rambling from me. How are you, friend?
i'm good. i guess i have inevitably become prettier again, and more cheerful & stress-free. thanks to everything that happened around me. and I still enjoy observing kids. and i still love music. and i ... am still myself. and i've you to talk to. n my friends whom i know they care about me. btw, a good friend of mine is leaving for somewhere to pursue something. i'm pretty glad to know that she's actually quite following what she wants. n i wish to congrate her in person when the day comes. and you know what, it's 12.42. i'm losing my brain power... haha. let's say good night this time. nice chat, dear. i'll see you soon?
soon? nope. i'm not sure about that. we will meet again when time is ripe. i love u
i love u too. definitely.
: )
: >
night
selamat malam~
Actually pretty tired now. But let's finish what I'd like us to finish asap?
: ) Sure.
How do we start then?
Oh. It's easy. Start from today, now, present is always the easiest way to start a conversation,dude.
Right, so, how do you feel now? Happy? Satisfied with your life?
Wooh. Big question dear. I feel I need a change. A change of job to be specific. It's not that the job is inherently bad, it's just that it doesnt gratify my needs, my desires, my thirst or my dreams... So, on one hand, pretty grateful that the little amount I'm earning enables me to pay off my debt bit by bit. Also, it's my say on how much I should 'save' & give back to family. That's the major good part though.
Btw, looking at my bosses, even they own the business, doing something they supposedly enjoy the most. Yet, I'm not sure how happy they are with themselves on a scale from 1 to 10. Anyway, to me, I simply thinks that there must be another job that suits me better. Well, you think so?
I do agree. So, dont be lazy. Go actively find out the one, okay?
Cool. I just need to be more self-disciplined to always absorb a little bit more to become better, & to do fulfill the tasks I set for myself.
girl, you sound so strict to yourself. that's a bit scary. hehe
haha. I 'sound' so, that's it.
well, btw, I know that your mind is still boggling with the question your colleague post to you yest?
haha. you know me. He simply asked, what's your interest, Vinn? Well, ppl in the office call me Vinn if you wonder who is that, haha. And ya, I was pretty dumbfounded at the moment. Firstly, I dont know what to answer for the present self. Secondly, I'm so shocked that I couldn't answer such a question about myself. If I was in school, I could have easily given a list of things, isnt it? I asked myself another question instantly.
I think I answered him, Reading. That's pretty much the only thing I do only for myself, I guess. I watch movies, but not frequent. I listen to music, but pretty selective. I swim a bit. I rarely jog anymore. I hardly play piano anymore. I go for concerts on and off. Of course, I listen to radio, but is that my interest? Maybe it's beyond 'interest'.
anyway, I then mentioned this question & answer to my darling later the evening.I shared the 3 stuffs I do most after works are doing housechores, reading & lastly watching SCV. WTH~~~ I changed, unknowingly.
Dear, I'm a bit scared, a bit worried, a bit unwilling to continue changing this way. You understand me?
dear, you will be fine. I know you. You will get back on track pretty soon. I do know it : ) you're kaixuan.
thanks. i guess i will. loon will help also. he's definitely better & stronger than the yesterday him. and I'd not be too much lousier than him. this scare & worrythat I'm feeling is simply a safety net that exists to protect myself.
and finally, after such lengthy rambling from me. How are you, friend?
i'm good. i guess i have inevitably become prettier again, and more cheerful & stress-free. thanks to everything that happened around me. and I still enjoy observing kids. and i still love music. and i ... am still myself. and i've you to talk to. n my friends whom i know they care about me. btw, a good friend of mine is leaving for somewhere to pursue something. i'm pretty glad to know that she's actually quite following what she wants. n i wish to congrate her in person when the day comes. and you know what, it's 12.42. i'm losing my brain power... haha. let's say good night this time. nice chat, dear. i'll see you soon?
soon? nope. i'm not sure about that. we will meet again when time is ripe. i love u
i love u too. definitely.
: )
: >
night
selamat malam~
Saturday, August 29, 2009
kai's curiosity 凯氏好奇
此时此刻，心里挺兴奋的，处于灵感涌现后的充满能量状态
凯氏好奇concept paper
why:
1）我还是对很多人好奇，有些是陌生人，有些是太熟了不敢问，有些不够熟所以不敢问，藉“凯氏好奇”之名释放我那可贵的好奇心
2）总觉得每个人都有故事，每个人的故事都不同，却又相同。趁着电台那里给的长假，采取行动去挖掘大家的故事，录下，再跟喜欢听故事的人分享
target audience/listeners:
1）自己
2）和自己相似的人，好奇的，喜欢听故事的
what:
这是什么？凯氏好奇目前策划每周问一个人我想我他的问题。剪辑后，呈现出1-10分钟的录音，在网络上供在线聆听
what's needed:
1）录音机 - 已经有了，我的价值500新元的优质数码录音机
2）有audio editing software的电脑 - 也有了，我的第一台个人电脑！还是贷款买的……
WHOM am I going to talk to:
1）tim，同事，服装设计系毕业
2）五个孩子的爸的五十岁
3）真，好朋友
4）km姐姐，怀疑臭味相投的美丽女人
Where to listen kai's curiosity:
前三个月，my msn space
11月以后，如果觉得做得下去，考虑开个官方网站之类的，最好拉两个有兴趣、有闲的朋友一起做
Languages:
中文/English - 直到有个精通第三/四语言的人加入一起玩
Are you curious to know more? ask by commenting
Are you curious to listen? tell me by commenting
注：电台那里放我长假，直到我成为新加坡永久居民为止。好奇理由何在？你可以问，我再考虑要不要回答你
哈哈。
（边吃黄瓜，边写的部落格）
凯氏好奇concept paper
why:
1）我还是对很多人好奇，有些是陌生人，有些是太熟了不敢问，有些不够熟所以不敢问，藉“凯氏好奇”之名释放我那可贵的好奇心
2）总觉得每个人都有故事，每个人的故事都不同，却又相同。趁着电台那里给的长假，采取行动去挖掘大家的故事，录下，再跟喜欢听故事的人分享
target audience/listeners:
1）自己
2）和自己相似的人，好奇的，喜欢听故事的
what:
这是什么？凯氏好奇目前策划每周问一个人我想我他的问题。剪辑后，呈现出1-10分钟的录音，在网络上供在线聆听
what's needed:
1）录音机 - 已经有了，我的价值500新元的优质数码录音机
2）有audio editing software的电脑 - 也有了，我的第一台个人电脑！还是贷款买的……
WHOM am I going to talk to:
1）tim，同事，服装设计系毕业
2）五个孩子的爸的五十岁
3）真，好朋友
4）km姐姐，怀疑臭味相投的美丽女人
Where to listen kai's curiosity:
前三个月，my msn space
11月以后，如果觉得做得下去，考虑开个官方网站之类的，最好拉两个有兴趣、有闲的朋友一起做
Languages:
中文/English - 直到有个精通第三/四语言的人加入一起玩
Are you curious to know more? ask by commenting
Are you curious to listen? tell me by commenting
注：电台那里放我长假，直到我成为新加坡永久居民为止。好奇理由何在？你可以问，我再考虑要不要回答你
哈哈。
（边吃黄瓜，边写的部落格）
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