March 31, 2009.

Dear all,

How are you, my friends? Have you not seen me for a very very long while? For years? : ) I'm good, perfectly good. My little sis said I have became prettier recently. it might be a white lie, but i choose to believe in her. ha...

You know what? in many ways, i find today, March 31, 2009, a very special day. in many many ways, and i really feel like typing it out to record it down and to share with you.

my eyes went wet for three times today. the first time was when I was cleaning my room and clearing my stuffs from drawers and cupboards into boxes. (yes, i will be moving out from ntu pretty soon) yup, i saw a brown long envelope. and i knew it's a letter from dear dear. at the end of the letter, he wrote, with his beautiful handwriting, "我想和你一起去旅行，我想和你一起……". this is one of the moments, when tears would just unknowingly come to your eyes, and you feel...鼻酸. : )

and just now, when i was having my lunch at 4 something (i mean after 4pm). I couldnt explain why, while i was eating my grilled fish, i thought of my father. i told myself, call back home tonight, talk to baba, and tell him "i love you, baba, pls take extra care of yourself" and maybe i will keep this last line - baba, i dont want you to get hurt anymore - to myself. i know it's not something he wants too, but he has becoming older... and it's easier to get hurt when you can no longer react as promptly as you could. so ya. i shall call him tonight, hopefully, i can use all my courage to tell him i love him, and please take care, extra care, baba.

then, after my lunch, i stayed on my seat, reading today's ST. probably, it's e tears in my eyes didnt dry away, while reading news on a cruel man from cambodia whom were allegedly charged for being responsible for tens of thousands of prisoners died during detention; while reading the news that the highest rate of injuries happened in construction sites last year; aih. my eyes are still wet.

well... then i came back to my room. my room is now in its cleanest state since i moved in. apparently, a cat stayed in my room for the past three days when i wasnt around. it (the cat) might be very shocked by the time it got rescued out by another kind-hearted girl from my block. anyway, the story i logically came out by myself is that e little cat sneaked into my room before i left on last Sat. unaware of its presence, i locked it inside. so... e kind girl who rescued it also left notes at my door, telling me that it shit n pee on my bed, and she had helped me wash my bedsheets. So, at the moment i stepped into my room, i was standing at the doorstep for a few minutes, worrying if the cat is really out now? and looking at my messy room. em... all my underwears were on the floor, dug out by the clever cat. frankly, I am not angry at all. Just very amazed by what had happened. it's obvious that i had to clean my room, wash all the pillow covers, blanket, my clothes, so on and so forth. so i decided that i would just pack those not-so-frequently-used stuffs into boxes as well. i spent hours doing the cleaning and clearing while i was listening to Anna & Kemin at radio.

yup.. so isnt it a very, very special day...?

last point to add. i submitted my last assignment as part of my curriculum structure for my degree yest. just two more exams to sit for. and, that will be it. to say bye to this campus. and... to start living to a quite different life, i guess. so, in a way, the end of this month, is the end of many things else: life as a undergraduate in Communication Studies, days I live by money loaned, life without 9 to 5 working hours, and many many more. i will soon lose the distance i have now with my best friends (staying in the same campus). we may see each other once a year in the future? or even less.

yaya... so... this entry is long... and not focused. however... it's a very true reflection of how i feel, what's in my mind now.

darling. thanks for inviting me to stay with you. i know this's ur way to lessen my burden at this ... em... turbulent.. period.

and whoever is capable to read all i typed from the start to this point, I Salute You!

thanks, dear friend. for a lots of thing. for many things.

haha... the line "for a lots of thing, for many things" reminds me my FYP. a 20 min documentary called "the same ties that bind" (if i spell it right,haha). welcome ur attendance to the screening of it in May. I will announce the details of it as soon as i know when it is.

yahoo.... take care, dear friend. facebook me by searching "Vinn Wong" if you want to. mail me to share ur life with me, if you miss me. MSN me... when i am always appeared offline. call me if you are quite wealthy. and date me out for meals if seeing me will bring you better appetite

i m good. i hope u do well too.

kaixuan