8 - no better time to be sad
the earth weather is good today. but the house weather is not.
when one is happy, to write a sad post, he can only imagine
when one is sad, to write a sad post, he just need to be himself.
thus, there is not better time to be myself to write a sad post today.
i wept two times since arriving in this vast under populated land (i love call here this way, till i find a better phrase)
first time, was on the first day, even before i landed on my destination.
he made me realised, at that moment, if he kept me away fr him. there is probably NO one else on this land who loves me. Nobody.
on the very first day we arrived.
second time, i was releasing my negative emotions and wanted to let him know.
i can be happy and contented most of the time.
yet i had my worries, my own fears, that i need someone strong whom i can confide in.
i guess i still dont have the someone for me to confide in here.
but crying is good.
didnt you read that experts say - crying is a wonderful protective mechanism of our body. *
they keep us alive. survive.
* source: http://www.webmd.com/balance/features/why-we-cry-the-truth-about-tearing-up
It can also be a survival mechanism, notes Jodi DeLuca, PhD, a neuropsychologist at Tampa General Hospital in Florida. ''When you cry," she says, "it's a signal you need to address something.
