yesterday, may 7th, is best friend of mine's birthday.. i nkow she had a great one...
happy birthday dear
on her birthday. i was 'out for shoot' (i.e. out of office for filming)
there were these few minutes, i was just sitting/standing there to look after the equipments. and i thought, holding a honour degree in mass comm to sit there at take care of the equipments. ShXt. this is definitely NOT what I want, neither did I ever expect this. no one who chose mass comm imagined this when they made the decision.
dear husband talked to me after the shoot, he said, go and look out for other jobs that suit you more? I ... was thinking, in my mind, shall i go and explore the opportunity to work in radio industry in kl? but I dare not say it to him... there's a very complicated issue lied behind/beneath this question. No one else understand it other than two of us...
during this very same shoot, a guy who is a much sought after voice-over talent, said to me, you know you have a good voice? he then talked about the female voice he liked most who is an 60+ year-old lady......
dear me, i'm just not managing myself well. spending hours and hours earning for live. spending hours and hours squeezing myself out for the two hour weekly radio program. and i neglect to explore opportunities to do my fav job every day... and i neglect to explore the potential of me voice-over for more... dear me. just sleep well tonight. do a better job tmr, the day after tmr, and more tmr to come...
dear friend, once again, wish u really well in many many many ways...one day, fall in love deeply and wanting to marry to the nice guy you met :P did i say it to you before? i love you, friend
