Wednesday, April 21, 2010

NTU, our film, a small Prize (English)

[ as some of the important ones might not be used to read Chinese blog, thus, to re-type my blog in English ]

Hey dear heros in front and behind the camera,

Great thanks.

tonight, while i was casually checking my hotmail account, I surprisingly noticed that there's ONE new email under "FYP". And i clicked into it and found that we won a Prize for our graduation proj "The Same Ties that Bind", a film that documents family acceptance of homosexual in Singapore context.

To be honest, Las Vegas Film Fest is new and the prize we won is nothing big (max 20 winners were chosen in each cat out of 1000+ submissions) . YET, it means so much to me... and I cant specifically tell you what it means at the moment. However, I know I am deeply, deeply touched...

I was sad when we actually decided to stop sending out submissions, i thought maybe my sound recording, sound editing, and directing skills (I've none!) just disappointed us all. thus, after about 6 submissions, we stop the irritating forms filing, dvd duplicating, format conversion, and snail mailing. To me, we 'gave up' the film in which we put in so, so, so much effort (i know i am just stubborn & maybe thinking too much) and they tell their stories so, so, so bravely...

For the past few months, I sent out a copy of DVD to a friend's friend, because deep in my heart, i still hope the film to be viewed by more, even one more, and s/he appreciates the film. It was because I remembered the applause we received at the night of FYP screening, it was because someone pat G on his back and said to G "Thanks for sharing your story"

THUS, i sincerely thanks LVFF to give us the award, and thanks for all the heroes & sheroes who made this film a meaningful & touching one. Great thanks, again.

t h a n k s

PS: in year 2010, The Same Ties that Bind was awarded Golden Ace Awards under Student Films Category in Las Vegas Film Festival 2010. Please visit youtube for the trailer

The films is produced by Motley Films in year 2008/09

NTU, 我们的电影,一个小小的奖 (中文版)

现在正是ntu的考试期间……感觉全世界都在考试
但愿,偶尔能享受k书时,终于搞懂一些什么的满足感

今晚,不经意的在邮箱找到毕业作品队友的邮件
在我的邮箱里,under FYP里,竟有一封新邮件
一看,不得了,竟然有奖那?这么幸运吗?

其实,电影节很新,奖很小 (每组有上千份参赛作品中选出致多20个得奖者,我们是学生电影组的其中一部得奖电影)
奖很小,意义却很大,现在还讲不出来,意义大在哪里,不过感动是很大的,很大

我们大概把电影寄去6个电影节左右吧,不是没有回音,就是说DVD有问题(然后我们没有积极去跟进),再不就是没有入围。我深刻记得,毕业以后还有处理为电影报名的事,同伴们都很辛苦。最后,少数服从多数的放弃继续寄出参赛申请了。我心里想,一部分的原因是电影的音质很不理想(我是收音师和音响后期剪辑师),direction又不够有突破性吧(我是挂名无经验导演),再一部很小很小的原因可能是学校给我们B吧,我不xue4,(因为相信评分是很主观的)却也间接相信我们的电影从专业的角度而言确实没有怎样吧?我也深深记得看过电影的观众感动了,告诉我们的采访对象“谢谢你参与这部电影,讲出你的故事”……

所以,谢谢所有的人,尤其同甘共苦的队友们,尤其勇敢的说自己故事的人

PS: in year 2010, The Same Ties that Bind was awarded Golden Ace Awards under Student Films Category in Las Vegas Film Festival 2010. Please visit youtube for the trailer

The films is produced by Motley Films in year 2008/09

Sunday, March 21, 2010

奇怪的三月

weird weird March. super busy with work. even when i'm finally home for a few hours, i cant make myself work-free. weird ya...

then, to prevent myself further wasting my time explaining how busy i am. let's talk about something i learnt amidst of all these & those busy days.

i realized everyone wants something from the other. producer wants schedule from me. director needs answer from me. client needs report from me. he needs air ticket from me. she needs me to... and i need this from her, that from him. YET, only my laogong, my dear friend like zc, my family like siss, baba & mama... they want nothing from me. but me. they just want to see me, hear me, talk to me, laugh with me. and she gave me a hug when i m home...

thus this sums up my march.