我亲爱的

我亲爱的电台，非常不正式地告诉我
下个星期来上班哦。噢，好的

我亲爱的爱人，在床上呼噜着……
过去几天，我们两个人一起放假
却不一定相处在一起

有时，他努力的开车，载着我，和我的美女妹妹一起出游
有时，我和同学聚会，聊天，他在家里K书，打游戏机，看精彩的电视节目
有时，我们一起去做一些需要做的事，在车上，时而认真严肃，时而疯言疯语
当然也有我在车上，大大声说，deardear，我爱你，这样的无聊时刻

过去几天，我和亲爱的自己好好处了一阵子
看看书，看看我钟爱的副刊内容
偶尔和外婆聊聊天，和妹妹弟弟哈拉几句
在东京归心似箭的弟弟，约我去吃roti prata

过去几天，吃饱喝足
我知道，我回来的时候，眉宇间少了忧愁和压力
嘴角一直是上扬的，眼睛则一直锁定在爱人身上
看他开始感觉郁闷，看他若有所思
听他对我说，没事的，以后我下班先睡两个小时，那你会来的时候，就可以和你相处了
然后他又问，你以后更独立了，就不用做晚班了？对，我点头

我亲爱的……
我需要好好准备好自己的心
准备迎接那70个夜晚
调配出我的品牌，我的风格

在此心里面默默感激所有sms中鼓励过我的不知名的听众们
也感激那些稍微疯狂麻木的在我刚刚开始主持就大力支持我的听众们
还感激所有朋友，家人，在不同阶段，给我体谅，给我有形的支持，给我微笑，叫我不要放弃的爱我的人

大家晚安。我们在该休息的时候好好休息。该加油的时候拼尽全力。

love.my dear baba & mama

transform again

i guess "transform" is a nice word which has some sense of amazed in it?

i've been working since jun28, daily, 10-6pm
guess what I'm working on?

i feel like i'm paid to browse blogs n sites, at the same time, the "jobscope" makes me learn what i would never learn if there is no this job scope

i've been researching on fashion trends, so i ve been discovering lots n lots of serious bloggers for the past two weeks, who devoted into blogging n fashion, some are photographers too, who are always on the street to capture the streetwalkers with styles.

and i must admit that, maybe i still looked the same, but some part of me has a different understanding of fashion now, and i'm no longer that repulsive towards it as i was.

i guess some people dressup, or dress in his/her way to express themselves
some just mean to light up others mundane n repetative lives?
for whatever reason it is, it is really enjoyable to look at the photos of all these youths, guys, ladies, conservative or rebellient, it is collectively vibrant, colourful, exiciting

though i've been always at the brink of bankrupt, everything will just go fine at the end, of course, with dear's loan / free meals most of the time. many possibilities, chances pop up sometime too, which brings uncertainty, worries in me, and then pimples on my skin : ) so i was suddenly reminded about this little phrase i used to paste on my cardboard "we'll be ok"

to remind my little princess in heart, be cool, and relax.

do ur best in whatever comes, and... love

to my dear friends who read my blogs here. keep it up in what you love and have been enjoying. we will make it, someday

: )

all e best

transform

和transformer没有关系
: ) 只是最近开工了
进入上班族的这个阶段/身份并没有想象中的什么巨变

只是一周下来，每晚都累累的，什么都不想做
有时候，直接睡了
有时候，做些家务
有时候，阅读
昨晚看了一场电影

嗯 就是这样