transform again

i guess "transform" is a nice word which has some sense of amazed in it?

i've been working since jun28, daily, 10-6pm
guess what I'm working on?

i feel like i'm paid to browse blogs n sites, at the same time, the "jobscope" makes me learn what i would never learn if there is no this job scope

i've been researching on fashion trends, so i ve been discovering lots n lots of serious bloggers for the past two weeks, who devoted into blogging n fashion, some are photographers too, who are always on the street to capture the streetwalkers with styles.

and i must admit that, maybe i still looked the same, but some part of me has a different understanding of fashion now, and i'm no longer that repulsive towards it as i was.

i guess some people dressup, or dress in his/her way to express themselves
some just mean to light up others mundane n repetative lives?
for whatever reason it is, it is really enjoyable to look at the photos of all these youths, guys, ladies, conservative or rebellient, it is collectively vibrant, colourful, exiciting

though i've been always at the brink of bankrupt, everything will just go fine at the end, of course, with dear's loan / free meals most of the time. many possibilities, chances pop up sometime too, which brings uncertainty, worries in me, and then pimples on my skin : ) so i was suddenly reminded about this little phrase i used to paste on my cardboard "we'll be ok"

to remind my little princess in heart, be cool, and relax.

do ur best in whatever comes, and... love

to my dear friends who read my blogs here. keep it up in what you love and have been enjoying. we will make it, someday

: )

all e best

transform

和transformer没有关系
: ) 只是最近开工了
进入上班族的这个阶段/身份并没有想象中的什么巨变

只是一周下来，每晚都累累的，什么都不想做
有时候，直接睡了
有时候，做些家务
有时候，阅读
昨晚看了一场电影

嗯 就是这样

有时候，很伤心。

也许是，幼稚的眼看到幼稚的事吧

我很惊讶，今天他的举动
如果我觉得他这样做幼稚，幼稚的人应该是我吧

也许他是因为不想对我发脾气，所以跑去对其他人诉苦？
也许其他人十分理解他的不满意，也非常认同他的看法。
所以，我有一种被孤立的感觉。
这种孤立的感觉来自于，你觉得整个岛上的人都不认同你，都对你不满。

我相信，如果我有机会，或我愿意出来澄清
也许，他们的观点会有些些的不同
但我选择自己觉得委屈。自己失落。
就让我的伤心换来表面的和平吧（想起陈绮贞的歌）

也想起我自己提出过的一个观点
当美国没有联合国指示攻打伊拉克的时候，所有没有谴责美国而选择沉默的国家，在我看来等同于被动的同意美国的攻打。所以不反对美国这么做的人，其实都默许了美国“打击恐怖主义”
当社会歧视某群体，不声援某群体，等同于被动的同意这种歧视。

如果你反驳说，你没有同意也没有不同意，你没有支持也没有反对，你是中立的。那我认为当事实情况已经不中立时，你“所谓的中立”也就是“事实情况上的不中立”。

-结

明天，会是很棒的一天